I Don't Wanna

1:16:00 PM

I'm taking it easy today. I've been trying to rush to get this place in order because school starts next week Monday, but I am very limited in what I can physically do. My back and hips are on fire! I haven't been sleeping well as usual. But, last night, I was in SERIOUS pain. I have some client work that I would love to get off of my plate, but I'm waiting for an attorney to provide an update. Anyway, my only goal today is to wash my hair. I've been putting it off because it is such a time-consuming process. I'm almost tempted to just shave it off and start over. But that wouldn't be a good look for me. I just need an easy maintenance hairstyle. I'm going to braid it today and try to style a wig I just purchased off of Amazon. It's a cheapy wig, but it doesn't look too bad. I finally managed to wash it two days ago. I was dragging my feet with that too. I don't know why I don't feel like doing much of anything. I think I'm just overwhelmed and disappointed that I'm still dealing with the issues with the house. 

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I just made a promise to myself to not let myself fall apart after having these babies. I just spent the last hour trying to detangle my hair. WTF!?! Why did I let it get so bad? Lol. Thank God, the original Mane 'n Tail conditioner is still in production. It's the only thing I've found that actually detangles my hair. I just work it in at the roots really well and in a few minutes I can get a comb through. Today, though I had to do really tiny sections because I could barely separate the hair with my fingers to even get to the roots. So, this made the process much longer. I'm actually sitting with my hair in braided sections under a processing cap working up the energy to wash my hair. It really needs some serious TLC. So, I'm doing a protein conditioner followed by a deep moisturizing conditioner today. I wash my hair in the shower so it's a bit annoying to me to have to step out and dry off to put in the protein conditioner and sit with it before I jump back in the shower. (Note to self: when I get my own house, get big enough sinks and high faucets to wash hair in.) I'm trying to save money by not having to go to a salon. But, I can't slack off though. I was doing okay during the first and second trimesters, but lately I've just been so tired. Even shaving has been like eh, whatever. Lol. Thankfully, my hubby doesn't care about such things. He loves me regardless. But, still. I want and need to do this for myself. I just want to look and feel good about myself. I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

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